should i continue??

i love Toastmaster Club,i learn alot here and i know alot of friends.i really love it.
but...........should i continue??
after working hard for my own club,what i get back is just a "misunderstanding","been said not in the group"......
so what is the point for me to continue to serve to my own club.
last time i love to join my own club meeting especially after the meeting we went to have lunch together.
but now,i not even want to care what is happening in my club.i do visit other club frequently,but i not have that ohm to go to my own club meeting.
i will not take part in the coming contest too....
i duno why my club become like that,and i duno it will last for how long...
i duno what should i do...
but i think next time when i introduce myself in other club meeting i will said,"hi, i am Lee Seng How,an ex member."
haih...dissapointed....